I
have always been fascinated with Tibet, the land, the people, their faces always
smiling, the brilliant colors, the clothing, the dances, the jewelry, the art
and the obvious connection to Mother Earth. But this journey was about more than
that, I could feel it and Great Spirit lead me to Tibet the same as to Egypt.
I had a general direction which was to get to Nepal, take in the local spirituality
at atonement and wait until I arrived in Tibet to receive my instructions. This
would normally be a risk, but I have learned to settle myself against my lower
spine, sit back and flow with spirit. I also knew that the initiations I received
in Egypt would somehow come into play in Tibet. I was to assist in "threading
the new matrix energy lines from Egypt to Tibet and back to Egypt. (This was confirmed
for me by Spirit as the opportunity to return to Egypt and lead a pilgrimage the
same year was already set.)
We
stayed in Nepal for a few days prior to our entrance into Tibet. This allowed
us to become more acclimated to the environment, culture and altitude. We had
arranged for our group to have a session with two different type of Shamans on
two different nights. It was at our Inn in the Himalayas at 13,000 ft. that we
met our first Shaman. The altitude alone makes you slip into another dimension.
This was a power animal Shaman with very strong earth energies. His energies worked
through a black spotted Leopard. As part of our session we were allowed to witness
an exorcism of a demon from a young village girl. His assistants started the session
by making a small fire which burned ceremonially prepared herbs and laid out trays
of sacred rice which awaited those who would brave the connections to the earth
spirits. (The rice is ingested so that the spirit can find you and read your energies.)
Then they began to clang ritual brass disks together to call in the spirits...to
wake them up. This made me be very alert and I threw up a protective Merkaba to
shield me from dark entities. He went from one person to the next clanging the
disks to bring in the guides and spirits of each person. As he got to me he clanged
for a long time and then bowed and nodded and went on. I thought I was possessed
but later I found out it is because I carry many guides with me (250-500 guides
most of the time).
The
smoke and incense hazed the air and mystified our eyes and then they brought the
young girl into the small gathering room of our Inn. The girl's demon was strong
and unwilling to let go without a fight. Her eyes were jet black and look at the
world with vile thoughts. Her face was grayish with evil and her hands were clenched
with anger. The Shaman began by identifying the energies of the demon. The more
he confronted the demon the wilder she got and the stronger the Shaman's power
animal became until at one point the shaman actually crawled, snarled and bit
the girl as a Leopard. There were times I had to rub my eyes because the Shaman
was phasing into the animal and was less like a human. Finally, the demon was
gone and the relative of the girls took her home to cleanse and rest. The Shaman
was now ready to sit before the flames and offer his services to the members of
our group. After seeing all this, we were speechless and no one moved. We didn't
know if the Shaman was going to bit us or what! Finally the assistant approached
the nearest member of our group and asked her to come forward with her questions
for the Shaman. One by one we took our turn, but not everyone participated.
I stood to walk to the Shaman and my knees were weak. I sat down before
him and the translator welcomed me. The Shaman said that he was glad to see me
and that he respected the Shaman in me. (I had completed my Shaman training...if
it is truly ever complete...at Mt. Shasta just before my first journey into Egypt
the year before this trip). This was also confirmation to me that he truly was
reading the energies. So, I relaxed in my protective Merkaba and communicated
with the Shaman through the translator and telepathically. He told me to ask two
questions. I asked if my health was okay and was there any message for me from
Spirit?
I ingested
the rice and the Shaman began. He scanned my body and asked if he could place
his palm over my heart chakra. I agreed and as he touched me I could feel the
energy of the Earth. It was very similar to the feel I had as a child when I would
nap on the earth in the forest on summer days. It was also the feeling I get when
I dance barefoot on the Earth for ceremonies and celebrations. Finally he spoke.
You have a chemical in your body that is making you hot and the heat is in your
feet. You must find out what this chemical is and clear it, all else is fine.
The translator asked if this was true for me and I told him yes, I had experienced
hot flashes on this trip. The Shaman said that it was the female energy of the
body and gave me several grains of hard rice and I was to eat two a night for
21 days. He wrapped them up in a piece of worn paper and folded it in a manner
that the rice could not fall out. He then proceeded to tell me my spirit message.
He
look me right in the eyes and said, "What are you waiting for?" I was
shocked because I hear this without the translator. "What is keeping you
from moving forward? What are you waiting for? Let go and begin!" I knew
the spirit was speaking of my pathwork and I knew that I had to let go and commit
to my work before I entered Tibet. I thanked him with a hug and moved on.
We
journey on to the last town before our entrance into Tibet. That evening we met
with the second Shaman. This one was a higher sect and a Psychic Spirit Shaman,
the Llama type. It was a much gentler session but carried just as much impact.
We
all gathered on the roof of the Inn and found places to sit while we waited for
the Shaman to feel the right moment to begin. The electricity went out, as it
does several times a night and the entire village was dark all except for the
small flickers of the distant family fires. I have never seen such darkness in
open space. The only light was from the candles around the Shaman. I looked up
and immediately went into complete state of humbleness. The stars were so bright,
so clear, so near. I have never seen the night sky like this before. I felt as
though I was being smothered by a blanket of stars. I thought, I never want to
leave this moment!
Just then the Shaman began to chant. The translator told
us that the Shaman will have each of us sit before him one at a time. He would
then clang the brass ceremonial disks about our heart and head chakras and call
in our guides, spirits and angels and as they entered he would call out their
name.
It was my turn, and once again, the clanging went on for a long time.
But, this time, new guides had messages and in the midst of calling out my guide's
names, he repeated the name "Dali Lama" three times. I asked the translator
if this was the Shaman's form of respect to the Dali Lama to call his name out
in the middle of a session and the translator replied, "No. He has a spirit
message from the Dali Lama to you." Now I'm shaking. The shaman finally stopped
and asked me to ingest the sacred rice and he began the calling in of spirits.
Once again he stopped and asked me to ingest more rice. My senses are getting
really acute at this point and I am getting a bit nervous. I took a deep breath
and settled back into the flow of spirit and we continued. I was now prepared
to ask my questions, so I asked the same as of the first Shaman, is my health
okay and are there any messages for me from Spirit? The health issues responded
as everything was fine but I would be experiencing some discomfort due to the
extreme downloading of galactic/spiritual information and that my body would be
recalibrated to handle the new energies. I though, as long as I don't have to
eat anymore of this uncooked rice, okay then! We now went onto the second question
and this was somewhat of a surprise. I felt myself and the shaman float up above
the blanket where we sat. Not above our bodies by only inches in levitation. We
had phased into another dimension and I could see and hear or earth bodies at
the same time I could hear and see the dimension we had just phased into. Our
earth bodies were talking the session, but our higher bodies were about to begin
an initiation. This was private so the others could not hear or see the phase
but they could feel the shift. This is what the Shaman told me. "The information
coming to you is for your pathwork for this planet and the galactic. We will prepare
you for the energies you will soon experience. They are different that those you
have given home to. We are confident in your abilities. We wish you to remember
your mission here. The Dali Lama has a message for you. 'You will know your mission
at the time it is to be instilled on the earthplain. Wait until you are in Tibet.
Green Tara will assist you. Isis and Hathor will work with Kali to assist in the
transmutation of your knowledge. Wait until Tibet. You carry with you the matrix
from Egypt and your assumption of the work is correct.' You will need to protect
yourself at this time. We will assist. You will be assigned a Tibetan Record Keeper
on your eighth dimension. He will be with you through the completion of your time
on the Earth. He will hold the information for you and you will be able to access
it at any time. His position will be to the front right of your field when you
call upon the resource." We settled back into our bodies and the voices of
the earth became one again.
I couldn't get up and walk so I crawled off the blanket and found a place
in the dark. I laid flat on my back and starred up at the stars. This was the
same feeling and position I was in inside the Queen's Chamber in Egypt when I
got "hit and lit" with Spirit. So I did the same thing, I surrendered.
As
I went back to my room, I wondered who Green Tara was and where I would met her.
I looked at our itinerary and I didn't see anything about Green Tara. I looked
inside my new information to see if this was an inward path and I got nothing.
I went to sleep that night asking Spirit to give me a sign that I am doing the
right things. At this point, I should have known better than to ask for a physical
sign because when I get them its not always gentle.
My dreams were intense
that night. I remember being in a council of 5 and told that it was time for me
to enter the ring of fire, my initiation. The dream went on and then I remember
waking up to a bright glowing light in a complete dark room. I couldn't see where
the light was coming from. I looked over at my room mate and she was fast asleep.
I looked around the room and there was no light on or leaking in from outside.
The electricity was off in the entire village. Then I look at my bed and the light
was coming from under my covers. I thought, I'm too tired to know what this is.
So I laid back down and told it to go away. A little later I awoke again. This
time my body was aflame and I felt as though my skin was sunburned and the sheet
felt like sandpaper. The next morning I threw back the blankets and I saw burn
marks around my ankles link rings. I went down the hall to our group leader and
asked her to look at the source of these marks clairvoyantly. She said, "Did
you ask for a sign of your work here last night?" I replied sheepishly, "Yes".
"You know better than that. These are the burn marks of an initiation by
fire, a stepping through a portal. Don't ask for signs, just let go!" Hummm,
where did I hear that before!
We packed up our gear and set out for our
journey into Tibet. I kept wondering how I would find Green Tara so I could enter
Tibet. As the bus pulled away from our Inn, the Spiritual Advisor for our trip
said that we would be taking a small side trip as we enter Tibet. "It came
to me last night that we are very close to an incredible Temple when we enter
Tibet. I think you will enjoy visiting it. So we are not going directly to our
Inn by will be stopping by the Temple of Green Tara." I don't think I need
to add any verbiage here to what I was feeling!!!
After
our visit to the Temple of Green Tara, we started our way through the Himalayas.
Everyone in the group (who were all Buddhists...except me) were very anxious to
get to the next Buddhist Temple. I had told our spiritual tour leader that I would
be needing time in Tibet to do my mission and that if I needed to stop somewhere
could that request please be honored. I was very patient with other in the group
as they had their turn for their places of energy on this trip.
As
we made our way deeper into Tibet, I started to feel the energies come closer.
On the last turn around a peak before us was the sacred Scorpio Lake. I knew that
this is where I needed to be. I asked if we could stop and the group complained.
So I said that I needed to stop to relieve myself. We stopped and the group piled
out of the bus to stretch. I told them that this was my temple place. That my
energies were here in nature and not attached to any particular temple structure
and I asked them to respect that and let me have a little more time. The groaned
and it was suggested that we continue on our journey. When we all returned to
the bus, the driver said that the bus was broken down but that he could fix it.
It would take about 45 min. I smiled to Spirit and headed away from the group
to the edge of the Lake.
There I began my connection with Spirit. I danced the Shaman Earth dance.
I dance the Healing Dance of Dendera. I dance the dance of the matrix and was
weaving the new energies for the Earth plain. I danced until I dropped. Once on
my knees on the ground I was contacted by the energies of twelve beings. I was
told that I was part of the Galactic Council of 5, 9, 12. I was to place these
alabaster type of energy cylinders into the earth and partially activate them.
They were vibrational frequencies for the planet to heal and they were also anchors
for the matrix to hinge to. I was also told that the full activation would not
occur until a later, designated time and by another high vibrational being.
These
cylinders were about 18" in length and approximately 5" in diameter.
The appeared to be made of an amber colored alabaster, similar to the one I shared
with Isis in Egypt. They were sealed on both ends and a seam could not be found.
They glowed lightly from within and they had a soothing hum to them.
I sat
in and Indian style and began to place the cylinders into the earth a little bit
at a time and all at the same time. No one cylinder was placed completely into
the ground at one movement, I was playing them like and instrument and as the
frequencies entered the Earth a shift would happen that allowed me to place the
next cylinder. This alternated back and forth until all the cylinders were deep
into the earth.
When I returned to the bus it was repaired and ready to
go. In the meantime the group had an unsuspected healing and a sense of peace
because we had stopped. I hope they found out that the temple they so desperately
seeked was within them.
